I know that time does not give much information and not publish articles interesting and beautiful as those of my sisters, but, honestly .... I have a moment, dropping eyelid ......
Often I look around and no longer understand where I am ... even people who thought I knew, I suddenly seems strange and different ..... I feel more and more the need to have my mother around, so I think that soon, Inch'Allah, I'll go a little bit at home to cuddle me .....
Now, will the hormone dancer, who will be pregnant enormously amplifies the sense of "mother", sometimes I'm moved to nothing .... a picture, a word, a smell .... it's amazing how my body has become so receptive, Subhan Allah ....
Somehow I became even more protective with regard to myself ..... I know I feel good for my little one .... or little one:) and fewer stand the rudeness of the people.
It seems to me that words like Love or fraternity or education or family or whatever, we no longer make sense to anyone and that people around are a gray mass that goes to boast without desire and without a goal ...... And right now I am unable to help or even encourage anyone to take a different path, because of that part of me that now tells me it's just something I have to worry about .....
Or maybe only time will snow:) and maybe, with the spring, all this will pass ......
Mah ....
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